i fear love and fear

so yeah... i'm back and renamed. a bit undercover you might say. sometimes it's better that way.... so why do i fear love? cause love.. is a challenge. You never know what to expect and it is always out to get you. I fear it comes as i fear it will someday end. and fear?... fear is your never changing red light... you could just avoid it and realize the light's not working... or you could just stay there... paralized at a red light for ever, and never know what you're missing there..waiting for the safe green light.... am i clear? i wonder. but as i always say, i write to myself, or at least thats what i hope.... i guess i'd love you to read it.....but i....i fear you will. good day.